people are waiting.
depending.
you are going to go.
one concern.
a rogue wave of emotion.
legitimate.
you are going to go.
she called you last week.
she did it to "Fuck you."
not to fuck you.
big difference.
huge.
you are going to go.
it is your home too.
when everything is painted with the same brush,
the darker tints win.
it's not fair.
but it is.
even amidst the flickering lights and garland.
she'll be hard to avoid.
a zombie of past love?
mask of deserving.
false touch.
a reminder? a taunt?
a whore.
present fears may be less than horrible imaginings.
and yet.
you are going to go.
it's the next exit.

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